Sighh.

Apparently i did one grade less for every subject which i wished to get. Big surprise uh.

Fuck chemistry. I am going to take combined science and OWN man.

Yeah i wish. HAHA.

 

Shall stop here. Watching Shaman king now!

How in the hell water could be a 'magic' liquid? Sigh.

Ahh. Who's line is it is seriously hilarious.

But why must i watch it on the day before my physics exam? One of my worst subject too.

Concentrate concentrate concentrate!

Things to do by tonight,

 - Do at LEAST one Trading, Profit and Loss account with balance sheet,

 - At LEAST one Bank reconcilliation statement,

 - A maths test paper,

 -Study Chinese,

 - Read up the rest of history (For the second time)

 Optional: Read up on English notes for basically everything, and maybe even physics too if i have the time. (:

 

Things i have already done today,

- Browsing facebook,

- Reading half of history around 3,

- Realised that i lost most of my chemistry notes and asking someone to lend me his to photocopy tomorrow,

- Read up on english ( Fucking pissed that i have lost my fucking precious book for english essays, I HAVE USED IT FOR 4 YEARS DAMN IT.)

- Making this checklist! Hahaha.

 

 

 

Mug mug mug!

 

 

 

Last year, at this time, i was all so geared up to go 3SB.

Now, i can't even remember why.

Who cares, i am so going to do well for my A maths test tomorrow! (:

I SHALL DO WELL BECAUSE I BELEIVE I CAN. ((:

Going to do 'optional' english homework now. cya! 

It sure does help when your class is so damn competitive yeah?

Arghh. MUG MUG MUG!

You have the plan already, now MAKE SURE IT HAPPENS.

 Hopeful for the future, i guess.

Tthings do come unexpected yeah?

 

What happens when its like two weeks to your exams and you do not want to study? Or better yet, not do anything.

Ahh just wanna stone man.

I am NOT emo. (:

I am NOT stupid. (:

I am not happy exactly either.

I am not satisfied with my life too.

 

 

Err. Influence of the world and media man. No one can ever define happiness in a politicially correct way.

I do have my goals already. Yet i do not find any meaning to my goals.

Shall today be judgement day?

Ahh i wanna pon school. (: 

I am online at 4am now, and i am NOT amused.

People sure do not how to apprieciate whatever is close to them yeah?

Treasure everything you have now, not when you lose it.

Know how it feels when you lose the thing that you want the most?

Shit. 

People have let me down time and time again.

 

 

Cmon,stop. 

 Its seriously DAMN risky man.

Is this some sort of trick.

 

 

 

Anyway,

someone's birthday coming soon ah.HAHA.

After the nap last night, i THOUGHT things would turn about better for me.

Solving problems slowly.

Studies improving.

 

Woah, BUT. This has to happen.

AND THEN another one.

 

 

This thing is becoming more and more meaningless for me already.

gg guys.

 

 

Does anyone even think of the situation i am in?

I think of others..but others don't.

Heh.

 

Just woke up from a nap, and its like, 150am now.haha.

NO ONE smsed the seniors about what to bring? *EHM*

Partly my fault i guess. Haha.

 

 

If we are to define beauty, how come we can't define happiness,or even contentment by ourselves?

Do we need to meet a certain standard before we are considered 'happy'?

The power of INFLUENCE, since young.

Manipulators. LEADERS.

Be satisfied with whatever you have now, and most importantly,

stay happy people. (:

 

 

 

Why did no one offer to help?

Not the concil lah,haha.

Well..i am not happy with a certain group of people now.

THere are still selfish people i guess.

 

 

 

Woo. Record. (: 

I MUST NOT BLAME THE BAND.

 

Period.

Hm looks like things weren't what i expected it to be..

Shall go with what most people are saying, though its just inmature statements.

Another new experience then. Shall feel happy even though things didn't turn out to the way i expected or wanted.

Closure of this chapter,i hope.

Let's wait for the new chapter to begin then. (:

 

 

 

 

 

 The concert was a success! I guess, but more people should have came man. IT WASNT FULL HOUSE! ):

ANYWAY, took a photo with Farah, well the consequences were.. -_-"

 

Last performance with Sec4s,oh wells.haha.

 

 

Finale band rocked the house! (:

 WOAH i have not blogged in a long time already. Haha.

 

Preparation for the concert! THe finale band is DAMN zhia,woah,it's the first time i actually play with such a zhai band. Damn cool. The French horns sounded nice too! The fav part is that the tubas were blasting away but yet it still sounded nice. Haha!

 

 

Kk, thanks to all who have wished me! ((:

 

Gng to read harry potter now, decided not to sleep. Haha!

This has NOTHING to do with Fiesta.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Today's fucked up man.

Went to the botanic gardens with Don today.

And besides the fact that the symphony stage is so damn far away from our starting point,it didnt help by:

 

having done a  fked up comprehension

A MATHS TEST

Damn boring chinese and history(though the teacher is real smart!) lesson,

a new part of a topic of chem

settling logistics,costumes,

and carrying a freaking big bag with the fking hot weather yet no water bottle!

 

Okay my english sucks. :X